Day of Sadness

so.....my eyes really hurt. you know when you go to the beach and swim around without goggles and wipe the salt water from around your eyes repeatedly all day? that was me, but with tears. *scratches under eyes* know it really hurts....but i feel better. a good cry is always good. not to mention Ashton made me feel immensely better.

unfortunately, i expect my spirits to drop the instant i wake up tomorrow - since i won't have contact with Ash for all of school. >_< it makes me a very unhappy Chinah.

anyways......i've got a vlog video in the process of editing....so, i'll give ya the link once i've finished it and put it up on YouTube.